Can I do anything for it? Both- I suppose. With Dorian gone, it seems I'm the most depraved person at the bar most nights. It does have to keep up a certain reputation.
I would prefer you here, next to me- if that helps at all. Good enough- most of the guest went into the various back rooms to sin however they wanted. I simply served the drinks and the view of my body. It was easy enough.
Though I did need to break a whip on one of the guests- that was amusing enough.
I do miss when you're not here- the space where you would be is quite...evident. So I suppose I do. But I am use to loneliness in a sense. Even the royal court had...allies rather than friends. In a thousand years I spent under the earth of men, you sort of get use to loneliness. Or was use to it- I don't think that applies anymore.
Oh, he was into it. As was I. That was rather the point.
Purpose. I knew what I was doing and my goal, everything else was just the fun of working out how to get there. Which pieces to move around- who to charm or who to get killed or ruined. Possibly the parties- the swing music echoing though the halls as we danced.
Good enough. It's an easy experience and I enjoy it, so I shalt complain.
yeah that makes two of us i'm still sort of trying to figure that out for myself here who i want to be but you like dancing? wouldn't have thought you the type
You figured yourself out with Alec, I'm sure you'll figure the rest out, my fire demon. I do, yes. No? Both Morningstar and his daughter had a love of music, and that translated in the Balls we had in hell. They thrilling, the dancing was...well, fun. The feeling of the press of another's body...the laughter, the smiles. The joy. Even in Hell it was quite a good time. I do feel like I asked you out dancing once, and you turned me down.
Heroes tend to be more fallible then one would think- though I am not sure I am the person who would really know what a person should be. You have time, you know, to figure out what sort of person you want to be.
i just feel like there's too many expectations that come with being that, you know? always expected to do the right thing whatever that is it's too much pressure sets you up for being a disappointment and you can't please everyone if you try so why bother, you know?
I think the former king of hell might be the wrong person to ask about heroics, my sweet fire demon. Heroes generally go against us, we are generally not the heroes in most myth based stories. Though- as I understand it, the point isn't an expectation to do the right thing. It's simply the daily choice to try and make the good choice every time that defines a hero. You at least try, my sweet, to do such things.
I want to pound you into the bed till you're a whimpering, dirty mess. Dancing was simply an idea, that's all.
They looked for stability, mostly. And loopholes to get to earth- Morninstar gave them that when he wasn't being...over indulgent. And my Queen tried to introduce new reforms. One soul in and one soul out to the sweet hereafter- regardless of sins. And I offered expansion as an idea. We each tried to give the people of Hell what they needed, even if they never asked for such a things.
But yes, often they would. Or we had to do some soul collection ourselves- which was another thing we had to solve I suppose.
Oh? Is that a warning to stop? Do you remember the time I covered you in my essence? Round after round...till you were dripping from every hole and covered in it.
I always adore you like that, in my mind, when I think of you.
sounds like a lot of politics and headaches to me i'd say i can't imagine why you'd like doing that sort of shit but i guess it was still home for you, so
i know you love me being a slut for you it's part of my charm remember when you mentioned your knife to me? when i asked you about something you wanted to do? what is it you were wanting to DO with it exactly?
I suppose it depended on what sort of ruler you wanted to be. I was made to do that "sort of shit", John. Made to be a ruler and made to be adored as such. It's my nature.
More then anything else in this uniiverse. It's quite the charm. Ah. That. I suppose I wanted to tie you down- hangs above your head and tease the knife against your skin. To hear you gasp and whimper- hiss if I press the knife harsher against the skin. To feel the power of that moment, to see you give yourself over so wilfully I suppose.
someone has to remind you every now and then but if it's something you want to do with the knife we can try just as long as you respect if i'm not feeling it and ask you to stop and preferably don't leave me scarred
Lucky for me, I have quite the talkative submissive to do such a thing for me. I would always respect if you weren't "feeling it"- in this or anything else we tried. Ah. Of course. Magic can easily heal you without too much issues if that what you're worried about.
i'd say my body is a temple or some shit but it's more like i have a protective shadowhunter who might take issue with me being all scarred up but otherwise we can give it a go if it'll make you happy or feel things
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the grey room huh?
work or pleasure this time?
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Both- I suppose. With Dorian gone, it seems I'm the most depraved person at the bar most nights. It does have to keep up a certain reputation.
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so does that mean it was a good night then?
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Good enough- most of the guest went into the various back rooms to sin however they wanted. I simply served the drinks and the view of my body. It was easy enough.
Though I did need to break a whip on one of the guests- that was amusing enough.
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i mean honestly not just for sex
some people are into that kinda stuff
but otherwise that sounds about right
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But I am use to loneliness in a sense. Even the royal court had...allies rather than friends. In a thousand years I spent under the earth of men, you sort of get use to loneliness. Or was use to it- I don't think that applies anymore.
Oh, he was into it. As was I. That was rather the point.
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your hell
the one that was your home
well as long as you got a good tip for it
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Good enough. It's an easy experience and I enjoy it, so I shalt complain.
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i'm still sort of trying to figure that out for myself here
who i want to be
but you like dancing?
wouldn't have thought you the type
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I do, yes.
No? Both Morningstar and his daughter had a love of music, and that translated in the Balls we had in hell. They thrilling, the dancing was...well, fun. The feeling of the press of another's body...the laughter, the smiles. The joy. Even in Hell it was quite a good time.
I do feel like I asked you out dancing once, and you turned me down.
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i'm not exactly looking to be a hero after all
i don't really dance
i'm kinda more the type to stand and watch so
it was nothing personal
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You have time, you know, to figure out what sort of person you want to be.
Ah.
Well-...
Whatever you wish.
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always expected to do the right thing
whatever that is
it's too much pressure
sets you up for being a disappointment
and you can't please everyone if you try so
why bother, you know?
do you
want to take me dancing?
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Though- as I understand it, the point isn't an expectation to do the right thing. It's simply the daily choice to try and make the good choice every time that defines a hero.
You at least try, my sweet, to do such things.
I want to pound you into the bed till you're a whimpering, dirty mess.
Dancing was simply an idea, that's all.
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to solve their problems?
and just expect you to?
you keep talking like that
and i might have to get myself off thinking about you
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But yes, often they would. Or we had to do some soul collection ourselves- which was another thing we had to solve I suppose.
Oh? Is that a warning to stop? Do you remember the time I covered you in my essence? Round after round...till you were dripping from every hole and covered in it.
I always adore you like that, in my mind, when I think of you.
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i'd say i can't imagine why you'd like doing that sort of shit
but i guess it was still home for you, so
i know you love me being a slut for you
it's part of my charm
remember when you mentioned your knife to me?
when i asked you about something you wanted to do?
what is it you were wanting to DO with it exactly?
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I was made to do that "sort of shit", John. Made to be a ruler and made to be adored as such. It's my nature.
More then anything else in this uniiverse.
It's quite the charm.
Ah.
That.
I suppose I wanted to tie you down- hangs above your head and tease the knife against your skin. To hear you gasp and whimper- hiss if I press the knife harsher against the skin.
To feel the power of that moment, to see you give yourself over so wilfully I suppose.
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at least i think so
especially here
just to be clear here
you don't want to actually stab me do you?
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I was simply stating the reality of some things.
No. Never.
That wouldn't be the point.
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but if it's something you want to do
with the knife
we can try
just as long as you respect if i'm not feeling it
and ask you to stop
and preferably don't leave me scarred
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I would always respect if you weren't "feeling it"- in this or anything else we tried.
Ah.
Of course.
Magic can easily heal you without too much issues if that what you're worried about.
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but it's more like i have a protective shadowhunter who might take issue with me being all scarred up
but otherwise
we can give it a go if it'll make you happy
or feel things