He did ask if I could cast a spell that would make him sleep forever- which is a little worrying.
Good.
I-...
It's fine. Nate. As I keep reminding people. I'm an immortal. I'll be fine.
[ Which is sort of technically a lie- it's not like he doesn't feel things- at times even more intensely than mortals but it was a convenient way to get people to stop people worrying.]
technically nick lives next door, but he'd come over, no doubt
don't worry about adding worry to me i miss magnus, and now because of this i miss john too but i can sleep with my arms around caleb or go out my head on oli's shoulder or just have a cuddle with nick i'm not lonely i don't want you to be lonely.
[ He's tempting to point out again that he was a demon- and the others concerned about him being lonely was something that should be far down on his list of worries right now.
Still, it was hard to deny that he was ultimately lonely more often than he should be. ]
Well...thank you- I'll...sure it would be impossible to be lonely with a room full of attractive witches around you.
that's how good it was. i just remember how i felt. for a while there i was just thinking of nothing at all, like my head was empty and i was just floating. it's better than drugs, that feeling.
i remember the blade i remember your hands around my neck i could feel you inside me and you were so big and getting bigger and i was stretching and it felt like you were gonna split me in half i think at one point i was crying and it hurt so much that i couldn't even get words out and it was just
fucking perfection addictive, i'd say. you were't useful, you were good. so good. your depravity is actually fucking sexy, tbh
I remember all of that- though from the other side of it. I was practically drunk off that pain, of those whimpers and the taste of your tears.
Is this something you've done often with others? It was just as addictive to me- I can't deny that. I certainly came harder than one would think with the taste of your blood on my tongue. Oh yeah? So good? That's certainly the first time anyone has said that in a while.
but. ok so nick's dominant? kyle? he's a vampire, and i like it when he takes those urges out on me. i do that with hope now, too, hope mikaelson that all started with a different vampire actually. lestat. he's the reason i made my strong healing potion, so he could drain me without killing me. it let him just keep drinking while i regenerated
that shit's what got me started on pain. i thought my kink was for the vampire thing honestly, for being drained but then i got nick scratch to pierce my dick and it was clear that it was wider than that. he's the first one i did real pain play with
you've got to find someone who's as into it as you are, you know? most people wouldn't go as far as i like but you do.
That seems a shame when there's a pure beauty to you when you do it.
Ah. As many times as I've been intimate with Nick- I'm not entirely sure I've ever met his dominant. Which might be a terrible thing on my part. Ah yes, Magnus's Hope. Though it makes sense with a vampire- they do seem to be the darker sort of beings in my experience. I did once fuck one while covered in blood- and that tends to stick in one mind
So you don't have a vampire thing? John let me carve my name into his chest- and that was about it. Though I'm convinced he did that for me rather than himself. So it is different when it's someone who enjoys it- who craves it.
Most people aren't from Hell. Suffering is rather what is in my soul in a very real sense. As well as that enjoyment from giving it. And pushing a mortal past his limits-... Well, I adore it.
i'm definitely into the biting and general vampire thing i just think my love of pain goes wider than that vampires are just good at giving it to me
not quite as good as you are, but that makes sense. you're built for it, like you said. you come from it.
you saw some of my marks nick carved the heart into me, and then spelled it so we'd be linked john burned the matchstick on, recently. i like carrying those marks from important people, you know? but i like just. the act of having it done, too like if you wanted, i'd let you carve me up and then heal myself after so you could do it all again i'd come so fucking hard from that, cal.
Well vampires are cut from the same darker cloth. So it makes sense you'd enjoy their company so much.
Careful now- you might never meet anyone just as good as me at this particular thing. I might have ruined you for life after such a golden experience, pretty witch.
I did. I just thought commenting on them might have been a mood killer. A matchstick is very John. I should have picked that straight away- Nick doing that is a little surprising, he never seemed like the type for it. My that could be a fun few hours of hearing you whimper, doing it again and again and again. I'd lick off the come off your ruined body, Nate. And then force you to come again. It would certainly be a fun night.
nick's really kinky actually, he's into a lot of harder stuff
don't worry, you've just made me want more. imagine how it'd taste, caliban blood and come mixed together i know you like the taste of blood, i remember your tongue on me
I've certainly enjoyed my time with Nick, just clearly not enough to dive into what he's really enjoying.
Already craving to scream till your throat is raw? Hm? Heh. Perhaps not in the same way a vampire does but I certainly had fun with it. But the thought of your come and blood together-
Now why would I ever deny a thing like that? Well, I suppose not to freak out a few of the more innocent mortals.
Well, eight inches tends to be quite a sight to most mortals- even if I normally keep it at nine. Certainly leaves an impression on most people. Oh, I noticed. You were almost drooling for it.
Heh. You're not alone there- obviously- half the reason my cock is as big as it is because watching people choke till they have tears in their eyes is a thrill.
Whenever you want, pretty witch. My cock is yours to request.
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Good.
I-...
It's fine. Nate. As I keep reminding people. I'm an immortal. I'll be fine.
[ Which is sort of technically a lie- it's not like he doesn't feel things- at times even more intensely than mortals but it was a convenient way to get people to stop people worrying.]
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look you probably have people better than me that you can go to
but like
if you want any company or anything, I have like a house full of witches and you'd be welcome to come hang out
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But thank you for your invite-
The house can be quite lonely when John is in his state. And I do enjoy your company, as I do Nick's company, of course.
So I shall take it up on it.
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don't worry about adding worry to me
i miss magnus, and now because of this i miss john too
but i can sleep with my arms around caleb or go out my head on oli's shoulder or just have a cuddle with nick
i'm not lonely
i don't want you to be lonely.
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[ He's tempting to point out again that he was a demon- and the others concerned about him being lonely was something that should be far down on his list of worries right now.
Still, it was hard to deny that he was ultimately lonely more often than he should be. ]
Well...thank you- I'll...sure it would be impossible to be lonely with a room full of attractive witches around you.
It means a lot that you'd offer that to me, Nate.
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having other people around helps, maybe more than anything. at least it does for me
we could take your mind off it for a while, at the very least.
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You do seem rather adapt at taking my mind off things if our previous experience was any indication.
Thank you- I shall swing by sometime then. Even if it's just to enjoy your company in less.. intense ways.
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but that said, the intense thing can happen any time. turns out i like getting you out of your head, too.
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It certainly got me into a different state of mine- no doubt about that. You were...
stunning, by the way. The entire way though it.
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that's how good it was. i just remember how i felt. for a while there i was just thinking of nothing at all, like my head was empty and i was just floating. it's better than drugs, that feeling.
it was exactly what i wanted. you were perfect.
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Hm...interesting. Never been called better than drugs before.
I'm glad my utter depravity was so useful. Anytime you need that- I won't hesitate to indugle you. As were you, my pretty witch.
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i remember your hands around my neck
i could feel you inside me and you were so big and getting bigger and i was stretching and it felt like you were gonna split me in half
i think at one point i was crying and it hurt so much that i couldn't even get words out and it was just
fucking perfection
addictive, i'd say.
you were't useful, you were good. so good.
your depravity is actually fucking sexy, tbh
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Is this something you've done often with others?
It was just as addictive to me- I can't deny that. I certainly came harder than one would think with the taste of your blood on my tongue.
Oh yeah? So good?
That's certainly the first time anyone has said that in a while.
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but. ok so nick's dominant? kyle? he's a vampire, and i like it when he takes those urges out on me. i do that with hope now, too, hope mikaelson
that all started with a different vampire actually. lestat. he's the reason i made my strong healing potion, so he could drain me without killing me. it let him just keep drinking while i regenerated
that shit's what got me started on pain. i thought my kink was for the vampire thing honestly, for being drained
but then i got nick scratch to pierce my dick and it was clear that it was wider than that. he's the first one i did real pain play with
you've got to find someone who's as into it as you are, you know? most people wouldn't go as far as i like
but you do.
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Ah. As many times as I've been intimate with Nick- I'm not entirely sure I've ever met his dominant. Which might be a terrible thing on my part. Ah yes, Magnus's Hope. Though it makes sense with a vampire- they do seem to be the darker sort of beings in my experience. I did once fuck one while covered in blood- and that tends to stick in one mind
So you don't have a vampire thing? John let me carve my name into his chest- and that was about it. Though I'm convinced he did that for me rather than himself. So it is different when it's someone who enjoys it- who craves it.
Most people aren't from Hell. Suffering is rather what is in my soul in a very real sense. As well as that enjoyment from giving it.
And pushing a mortal past his limits-...
Well, I adore it.
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i just think my love of pain goes wider than that
vampires are just good at giving it to me
not quite as good as you are, but that makes sense. you're built for it, like you said. you come from it.
you saw some of my marks
nick carved the heart into me, and then spelled it so we'd be linked
john burned the matchstick on, recently. i like carrying those marks from important people, you know?
but i like just. the act of having it done, too
like if you wanted, i'd let you carve me up and then heal myself after so you could do it all again
i'd come so fucking hard from that, cal.
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Careful now- you might never meet anyone just as good as me at this particular thing. I might have ruined you for life after such a golden experience, pretty witch.
I did. I just thought commenting on them might have been a mood killer.
A matchstick is very John. I should have picked that straight away-
Nick doing that is a little surprising, he never seemed like the type for it.
My that could be a fun few hours of hearing you whimper, doing it again and again and again.
I'd lick off the come off your ruined body, Nate. And then force you to come again.
It would certainly be a fun night.
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don't worry, you've just made me want more. imagine how it'd taste, caliban
blood and come mixed together
i know you like the taste of blood, i remember your tongue on me
you could taste it all
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Already craving to scream till your throat is raw? Hm? Heh. Perhaps not in the same way a vampire does but I certainly had fun with it. But the thought of your come and blood together-
Hm...
Well now I'm just fucking hard.
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you're impressive when you're hard, you know
even before you get crazily big
you're impressive anyway. i kept wanting to get my mouth on you.
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Well, eight inches tends to be quite a sight to most mortals- even if I normally keep it at nine. Certainly leaves an impression on most people.
Oh, I noticed. You were almost drooling for it.
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i wanted that cock in every kind of way
if i'd been the one on top, i would've tortured that cock. edged you until you could barely think straight, and then had you come down my throat
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I'm so rarely on the bottom but I must admit- you do make that sound rather appealing.
Mostly because watching you drink down my come would be perfection.
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i have a thing for messy kink
you could've made me choke on your come and it just would've made me want you more
and yeah, i still want it. i'll have it, some time.
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Heh. You're not alone there- obviously- half the reason my cock is as big as it is because watching people choke till they have tears in their eyes is a thrill.
Whenever you want, pretty witch. My cock is yours to request.
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