It's your pain, John. Only you really get to choose if you want to deal with it or not. Ultimately no one else can tell you what do with it. And as someone who used to deal with pain regularly...
You are. But they're your memories with Alec. We can't really dictate what you'd do with them. I remember my grief from the loss of Sabrina. ...It's a certain sort of madness that most do not understand.
And I'm always gonna have darker urgers, John. I cut into people sometimes John, you know that. I drink in pain like it's wine. Heaven knows, I stabbed Nate in the leg once even. You see me for who I am and I see you. Why should that change?
I think you'll get scared. Or worried. Or push me away. But after all this time, I haven't stop knowing you...felt something for me. Even with our break. So.
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This means this must be rather clear to even someone as ill-equipped as me.
He wants to see you John.
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i'll figure it out
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Do.
If only so he doesn't worry a hole into the floor the entire time he's here.
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You know what happened last time you called me that.
Just safe till you come back, yeah?
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love you
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I love you, my little fire demon.
Come home to us.
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but everyone keeps thinking i should
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Only you really get to choose if you want to deal with it or not.
Ultimately no one else can tell you what do with it. And as someone who used to deal with pain regularly...
Sometimes forgetting isn't the worst thing.
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and i'm impulsive remember?
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But they're your memories with Alec. We can't really dictate what you'd do with them. I remember my grief from the loss of Sabrina.
...It's a certain sort of madness that most do not understand.
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you know?
a mess at times
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You see me for who I am and I see you.
Why should that change?
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I never doubt for a moment you don't.
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you can say that with 100% honesty?
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But after all this time, I haven't stop knowing you...felt something for me. Even with our break. So.
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for a demon who claims they don't really feel much cause they're clay
you sure do seem like a hopeless romantic
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I mean it's not the worse idea.
Are you doing OK now?
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