[ he can't tell caliban he's one of the reasons why he feels destructive because then he'd have to explain that and he can't do that yet. not when his head is so much of a mess at the moment. ]
Of course, like I said do what you need too. Thank you for letting me know.
[ At least it saves him for worrying if the other was stuck somewhere again. There's a little click of his tongue but any more words he's tempted to add he holds back. ]
Do not hesitate to reach out if you need me. Or at least talk to Alexander. Whatever this "shit" is. I'm sure he can help carry the burden that is running around your mind.
[ he wants to say "i won't leave" or something but, considering that's one of the very things bothering him, he finds he can't bring himself to lest it end up being a lie. ]
if something comes up i'll let you know shouldn't be long
[ This more emotionally distanced version of John isn't something he's use too- at least, not since they've chosen to contract with each other. As much as he wants to be the aloft demon he can be at times, even this puts a pit of worry in his stomach. ]
Take all the time you need, my fire demon. When you're ready, I shall be here. Till then-..
Do whatever it is you need to sort those thoughts out.
[ for a LONG MOMENT there's the constant little ...'s going back and forth, teeth sunk into his lower lip as his heart unexpectedly pounds in his chest while he looks over those words left to him by caliban. he doesn't know what to say. or maybe he does but he's scared. ]
[ Those little ... actually have the demon a little concerned for a moment or two- wondering if there was anything actually going to come though before those next message from though. ]
Of course, my sweet mutant. It's what I'm here for- for everything.
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Should I be concerned?
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i just feel destructive
need to work it out
[ and what does fire do when it feels that way? burn everything in its path. ]
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[ He is, of course, his dominant and not like he has *that* big a sense of morals that some destruction would disturb him.
Still John's gotta do what he needs, right?]
Take your time required, however- your home will be here when you're ready for it again.
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you'll be ok right?
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Even if you're presence will be missed.
[ It might make his apartment more *lonely* than it had since the other moved in but well, he promise himself to support John whenever he could.]
Just come back when you're ready, that's all I ask.
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i will
i just need to sort shit out
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[ At least it saves him for worrying if the other was stuck somewhere again. There's a little click of his tongue but any more words he's tempted to add he holds back. ]
Do not hesitate to reach out if you need me. Or at least talk to Alexander. Whatever this "shit" is. I'm sure he can help carry the burden that is running around your mind.
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i kinda need to do this myself
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If that's your choice.
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if something comes up
i'll let you know
shouldn't be long
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Take all the time you need, my fire demon. When you're ready, I shall be here. Till then-..
Do whatever it is you need to sort those thoughts out.
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i will
thank you, caliban
for everything
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Of course, my sweet mutant. It's what I'm here for- for everything.