I suppose I spend three days in hellish depravity. So. My mood has been...different as well. It's fine. I understand, John. Do you want to be with me when the effects start?
If you wish it to be Nate. I would not hold that against you- I know your feelings for him and you trust him, so. But... Yes. I think it would be better if you had someone there.
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I should come with you for that.
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Besides- I should at least appear to be your dominant and make a show of it. In case they think the contact isn't working.
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probably takes a bit to kick in
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wait for me outside?
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I hadn't really considered it beyond "coming."
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this isn’t your fault though
it’s mine
ok?
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I'm just worried. That's all.
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I wish I'd helped you do it but I don't think its my fault.
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i haven’t been in the mood
things have just been too much lately
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My mood has been...different as well.
It's fine.
I understand, John. Do you want to be with me when the effects start?
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nate thinks it’s a good idea
so someone i trust is with me
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I know your feelings for him and you trust him, so.
But...
Yes.
I think it would be better if you had someone there.
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Shall I meet you there or do you have an appointment or some such thing??
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i was going to ditch it
but i guess nate thinks that will land me in the zoo if i do
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Do you really want to risk that?
Better to get it over and done with.
So. You're going. I'm going. It'll work out, my love.
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