Hm- you want me to keep fucking you even when you pass out? Keep using you? Hm? Leave you utterly, utterly cockdrunk on me? The moment you wake up and keep using you again?
Ah.
So when you think- you just think of me as utterly rough and harsh as I can be?
and, for the record, no. that's not always what i think of, you just asked for depraved.
actually you're the person i feel safest with here sometimes i just think about that. especially when i'm in this huge empty apartment and i'm lonely and i really just want to be held
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Ah.
So when you think- you just think of me as utterly rough and harsh as I can be?
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and, for the record, no. that's not always what i think of, you just asked for depraved.
actually you're the person i feel safest with here
sometimes i just think about that. especially when i'm in this huge empty apartment and i'm lonely and i really just want to be held
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I do like you depraved. I do adore you like this...
You know if you're lonely in that huge apartment, you can always come to me. Come here. And I can wrap my arms around you.
Even if I don't fuck you blind like I own you.
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i dont do very well with being alone
it
thorn's realm. it's a void, it's empty, and i was trapped there alone for a long time. these empty rooms remind me of it
stupid, i know. but they do.
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And you don't have to be alone. I barely sleep as a demon. So...if you need me. I'm always here.
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i didn't really come here in a good headspace honestly
i do a lot of faking it till i make it, you know? but that only gets me so far.
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I love you.
I do not hesitate when I say that.
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i know
i love you too, both of you. it's maybe the only good thing about being back here, getting to be with you again
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You have us. Completely.
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are your evenings still spent at the gray room? it's been a minute since i had a local, but. if the view there is still that good...
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They are. It's still my own personal kingdom. And yes, the view is as enjoyable as always, as I don't have a shirt on most of the time.
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i'll come and distract you while you work, and we can do things we shouldn't whole no one's looking
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Hm- and what things might that be? Hm?
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One hand pressing that head down on my cock as the other pours some clients drink? Perfection.
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i like doing what i'm not supposed to
i'd have to test your resolve
if the bj was too easy i'd just have to try rimming instead
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Oh really? Hm?
Intent on getting me gripping with the edge of the bar, are we?
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and if anyone realises why, you lose the game
though i haven't decided what the prize is, since getting to rim you is a prize in itself...
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You can't win the game if you get the prize while playing it.
I'd offer to give you whatever you wanted, but I feel like you're aware you can get that regardless.
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i win i pick our next scene
you win, you pick it
either way there's gonna be a scene
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Though I am rather curious what you'd pick if you won.
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i have to motivate myself properly after all
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And here I thought I always motivated you.
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that's what i want
you, all of you
your demon form, unshackled
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Red and monsterous?
Cruel and harsh?
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