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[clayking]

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[fireshow]

i told him i'd worry about if i get into moods
if we lived together here with you
because i still get into those sometimes
but he also said he wanted to live with me

[clayking]

So you're worried you'll get into a mood and push him away? And it would be harder if he lived here?

...
Do you still have feelings for him?

[fireshow]

yeah
i do

[clayking]

Then I shall ask him if he wishes to contract with us.

[fireshow]

but are YOU ok with it?
do you want to be his dominant?

[clayking]

I assume that my role as his dominant is more for show than anything else.

[fireshow]

i mean
do you want to sleep with him?

[clayking]

I will sleep with anyone, you know that.
But I always had more of a relationship with Magnus rather than him.
I don't know if he would have a desire to have such a relationship.

[fireshow]

you should probably talk to him about it
you know
if you're gonna discuss contracting

[clayking]

It's a secondary concern.
You and him having time together is more paramount, don't you think?

[fireshow]

but how do you feel about that?
it's always been just you and me

[clayking]

If he had never left-
Do you think it would still just be me and you, John?
Your feelings for him were pretty evident before he left.
I don't want you to do deny you anything, you know this.

[fireshow]

i know
but it's been you and me forever here
you have just as much a right to say how you feel
if you don't feel comfortable
or want to keep it just being you and me
i can ask nate

[clayking]

Nate has found his new situation that I'd hardly want to impose on, contract-wise.
I'm comfortable. I promise.
I do love it being us- but nothing says we can't have more than that.

[fireshow]

i just
don't want you feeling like you're not good enough
like you and me aren't enough

[clayking]

You are all I need, John.
But I remember how you were with Alec. And the pain that you felt when you lost him.
This isn't about just you and me.

[fireshow]

you're too good to me

[clayking]

I am as exactly as good to you as you deserve, John.

[fireshow]

if you're ok with it
and you talk to him about it
and you both understand this could backfire at some point

[ because john is always john. ]

[clayking]

I'll make him the offer and see what he desires.
And I'm sure it won't backfire.
You just have to take a breath sometimes.

[fireshow]

don't tell me what to do daddy :)

[clayking]

Pretty sure there are quite a few things I could tell you what to do, Baby.

[fireshow]

only if i'm in the mood :)