You want a little bit of control when you feel like there isn't any.
[ It's not like the demon doesn't understand that aspect of it. After all- he intended to take over the mortal world in his own grief.]
At the very least having him gives you time with him- even if he... [ Does leave. It's not like Caliban is hoping for that or anything. He's just a little realistic on the matter.]
The fact he's here at all feels a little like the fates are kind, John. Perhaps just focus on that.
[ letting himself forget the things he’d been looking at in the box, he moves over closer to caliban and knocks his brow to the demon’s. gaze dropped. fingers gently clutching at the other's open shirt. ]
He’ll have a room for himself. Like I still do.
[ lifting his gaze up to the demon’s, he licks over his lips. ]
You and me are still you and me. We got married, didn’t we? As much as this place views it with contracts. I love Alec… but I love you, too, and Nate. I don’t know what I’d do without any of you here and I’m scared with having all of you here with me, I’m going to lose one of you in some way.
[ swallowing thickly, he presses his forehead to caliban’s a little harder. ]
[ He was tempted to point out that the other would no doubt send a few nights in that other room- so the other might as well move into the same room but instead the blond just nodded.]
I know. We have the space for it.
[ God knows he'd bought this house because of the space it provided- so long ago. The possibility of another submissive hadn't really came up since Reggie. ]
You're scared of things being too close to perfect- well, as perfect as they can be in this city. [ The demon pointed out-] You're my love, John. And Alec is a natural extension of that-...I'm not about to slip though your fingers, nor is Nate or Alec.
No one of us are going anywhere.
[ He pointed out as he gave a little squeeze of John's neck to ground him.]
[ brow there at the demon’s, he lets out a sigh at both the words and the touch. eyes slowly opening as he stares down to the demon’s chest. ]
We’ve been through so much together…
[ a truth they both know. so many ups and downs over the years between them here. yet still they find the means to stay with one another. come back to each other. even when john feels as if it might be for the last time with the demon’s patience tested yet again.
clutching the front of his open shirt, he nuzzles at caliban. lets lips gently brush over his for a sweet and soft kiss. ]
Thank you. For being understanding and always good to me even when I don’t deserve it. Don’t deserve you… but I’m too greedy to give you up.
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[ It's not like the demon doesn't understand that aspect of it. After all- he intended to take over the mortal world in his own grief.]
At the very least having him gives you time with him- even if he... [ Does leave. It's not like Caliban is hoping for that or anything. He's just a little realistic on the matter.]
The fact he's here at all feels a little like the fates are kind, John. Perhaps just focus on that.
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He’ll have a room for himself. Like I still do.
[ lifting his gaze up to the demon’s, he licks over his lips. ]
You and me are still you and me. We got married, didn’t we? As much as this place views it with contracts. I love Alec… but I love you, too, and Nate. I don’t know what I’d do without any of you here and I’m scared with having all of you here with me, I’m going to lose one of you in some way.
[ swallowing thickly, he presses his forehead to caliban’s a little harder. ]
Don’t let me lose you. Please.
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I know. We have the space for it.
[ God knows he'd bought this house because of the space it provided- so long ago. The possibility of another submissive hadn't really came up since Reggie. ]
You're scared of things being too close to perfect- well, as perfect as they can be in this city. [ The demon pointed out-] You're my love, John. And Alec is a natural extension of that-...I'm not about to slip though your fingers, nor is Nate or Alec.
No one of us are going anywhere.
[ He pointed out as he gave a little squeeze of John's neck to ground him.]
It'll be all right.
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We’ve been through so much together…
[ a truth they both know. so many ups and downs over the years between them here. yet still they find the means to stay with one another. come back to each other. even when john feels as if it might be for the last time with the demon’s patience tested yet again.
clutching the front of his open shirt, he nuzzles at caliban. lets lips gently brush over his for a sweet and soft kiss. ]
Thank you. For being understanding and always good to me even when I don’t deserve it. Don’t deserve you… but I’m too greedy to give you up.