Contact Post | Caliban

[clayking]

voice | video | text | action

Comments

[clayking]

You know that even if you did grow old, I would stay.

[fireshow]

and be there by my side
when i take my last breath?

[clayking]

Of course.
Mortal or not, you are mine.
I would not leave you.

[fireshow]

kind of sappy

[clayking]

Rather I said something utterly sinful?

[fireshow]

like what?
fucking my crusty old body to death?

[clayking]

It would be quite a way to go.
All right, all right.
I do mean it though- the staying with you, thing.

[fireshow]

until this place spits you out again at least

[clayking]

Not much of a sliver linings mood tonight are you?

[fireshow]

not really
no
anyways
that's all i wanted to ask

[clayking]

Tell me where your head is at, John.

[fireshow]

i wish nate was here
i always went to talk to him
i just don't have that person in my life anymore
it has nothing to do with you
or with alec
he was just my best friend
and i don't have that anymore

[clayking]

Ah. I see. I wish that was a situation I could...fix.
Nate-...gave you something to lean on.
I see.
I didn't think it had anything to do with me. Or your feelings about me.
I miss him too- perhaps not in the same way but...I feel his absence.

[fireshow]

yeah
anyways
that's all it is

[clayking]

All right.
Thank you for telling me.
Is this one of those situations you wish to be alone or..?

[fireshow]

yeah
just gonna stay in my room

[clayking]

[ He's tempted to not leave it there but he knows John enough by now that some things weren't good to push him on. ]

All right. I'll place some food outside your door for you later.

[fireshow]

i just don't want to feel anymore
aside from whatever i have for you
i'm tired

[clayking]

Is this you asking me to take away your emotions again?

[fireshow]

no
i just miss being able to fuck
and not give a shit

[clayking]

Hm, the slutty old days?
What about your false prophet of a friend? Is he still around?

[fireshow]

i don't want to talk about him

[clayking]

...All right.

[fireshow]

i'm going to sleep
if you need to fuck anyone
do it quietly

[clayking]

Can't say I'm exactly in the mood but of course, John.
Sleep well.
I love you.